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Among the many features in which the Lord is distinct from all other human beings is that He was perfectly genuine at all times and places. When God gave Moses His name: “I AM THAT I AM” (Ex. 3:14), it was an unequivocal declaration that among other truths, He was genuine and unchangeable. Therefore, for our Lord to be the I AM in the flesh, there was of necessity for Him being genuine every moment of every day and night. This was especially so when He was praying, for not only was it His essential character to be sincere and honest, but He also knew the glory of the One to whom He prayed. It can be so easy to repeat data, void of the emotion of love, but possibly from peer pressure or taking part in a prayer gathering, for it is expected of one. Such was never the experience of the Lord. It was not for men to speak well of Him or how others thought of Him. That would have been an attitude of pride. Neither was it the words of a “holier than thou” attitude, it was the communing and unburdening of His heart to God.
Our Lord was the manifestation of God. To perfectly manifest God there could be no pretense or make believe. He was not a “cloud without water” (Jude 1:12). His praying was never a charade, a patronizing of God, nor a manifestation of pseudo spirituality like the Pharisees, rather: It was the attitude of His heart to God in thanks, worship and adoration. When the Lord called God “My God” (Psa. 22:2, 10; 25:2; 31:14; Matt. 27:46; Jn. 20:17; Rev. 3:12), it was more than calling Him by a given name, or the acknowledging who He was and is. It was the verbalization of a heart attitude and mind understanding in itself, in which it was an act of worship. It was His priority to give God preeminence. His first communion each day was with Him. (Isa. 50:4)
When praying in the Garden of Gethsemane there was a changing of intensity, but not of sincerity. The changing intensity was because the time was drawing near for the full manifestation of man’s rejection of Him, the full hatred of satanic spite, and ultimately, the experience of being forsaken by God. “And being in an agony He prayed more earnestly” (Lk 22:44). That sincerity and fervency was seen when He sweat as it were great drops of blood. In the fierceness of the conflict, (This was the hour of darkness) there is clearly manifested of what the sufferings for sin meant to Christ. (This is not to say or intimate that he was beginning to suffer vicariously for sins, but the time was fast approaching when His darkest hour would be upon Him.) The contemplation of being made sin for us and being forsaken by God changed everything for the Lord. There was a changing into darkness and immeasurable sorrow. We cannot tread intrusively on this prayer scene. This had a solemnity that was far beyond that which Jacob experienced when the angel wrestled with Him. Afraid and alone Jacob said: “How dreadful is this place! this is none other but the house of God, and this is the gate of Heaven” (Gen. 28:17). Even in the intensity of His praying there was a depth unknown by any other. Many a breaking heart has wept in prayer with strong crying, but none have ever known the intensity of His in Gethsemane (Heb. 5:7). Because of the Lord’s genuineness, His every prayer was the purest frankincense of devotion rising from His heart. There can be sensed the blessed quietness of His delight in the activities of God when He said: “I thank Thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because thou hast hid these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed them unto babes” (Matt. 11:25), and His spirit was rejoicing (Lk. 10:21). That which we are privileged to hear Him speak was the outpouring of His secret communing with the Father being verbalized. Pondering such truths, we stand on the edge of a mighty ocean, as one reading the surface words but each having depths beyond our comprehension and knowledge. In His prayers there was admiration for the beauty of God; a dependence on the ability of God; a consciousness of the heart of God; and an awareness of the purposes of God. His thanking God was not just an empty function but a heart filled with gratitude, and when He worshipped God it was not the reiteration of true facts in dead formality, but a vibrant living appreciation of the worthiness of God. Glorious it is to realize that He never was conscious of any unworthiness in Himself in approaching the Father. Prayer to the Lord was the times of being apart from all others, just He and God alone, enjoying the delightfulness of each others company in the calm quietness of love.
Copyright © 2011 by Rowan Jennings, Abbotsford,
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